Jeez, c'mon, you can do this. LOOK how far you have come! You know, I keep telling you, if anyone can do this it's you.
I think you did good, the one thing before the other. You proved a lot to yourself -- and to everyone else who knows you. I still don't know exactly how you did it, but you did. And you shouldn't brush it off or anything. It is what it is. It's big! Don't let it slip away into the past, into a memory, into a when I was.